To BE or NOT to BE!!!
No, No, No.... Not that I just read something from Shakespeare.
You go thru the motions of life seamlessly until one day you wake up and realize something really really wonderful has happened to you. You live your life every single day just to keep that wonderful thing going and going. You give it everything you have, it grows on you day by day & month by month. And then as you go thru the motions of it seamlessly you realize that it is something you want for the rest of your life, it is something you know will keep you happy forever and ever.
Your world changes and revolves around it, everything you do is to keep the wonderful feeling going and going. You pretty much dedicate your life for it, your time is consumed by it, your dreams and visions are all to do with it. Ok, so it sounds looserish, but at the end of it all you are on top of the world, never felt better (at that point of time).
And then one day your wake up to find that for reasons beyond your control it has taken a turn in another direction. You try to steer the direction back towards you but doesn't work and eventually after all that you try to do, its lost. Your world shatters under your feet, you feel lost and hopeless. You think, wonder, cry, scream, curse and go into 'woe is me'.
You remain there for a couple of months unhappy with yourself, you try your level best not to think about it and wonder over and over again as to why, what, where and how. But each time you do, it pulls you back in further into 'woe is me'. But with every passing day the feeling of 'woe is me' reduces and you wake up happy one final day. It dawns upon you that 'Nothing in Life is Constant' and nothing in life comes with a guarantee. "Not even this wonderful feeling" called LOVE.
Life goes one and you follow the motions of it. You move on from one day to another living your life for yourself, being the person you once were and you realize you are happy all over again. But then there is always something missing. An empty space that just cannot fill itself, no matter how much friends and family say they love you.
That is when you start thinking to yourself "To BE or NOT to BE". Fill the space with "To BE" and wonder if all will be fine or whether you will once again fall as hard (and have to pick yourself up again) or "NOT to BE" and just live your life with the empty space (not having to worry about falling and picking yourself up again). But then, for how long?? You meet interesting people, people who find you and you find intriguing!!
BUT!! You think about the space and the question
You go thru the motions of life seamlessly until one day you wake up and realize something really really wonderful has happened to you. You live your life every single day just to keep that wonderful thing going and going. You give it everything you have, it grows on you day by day & month by month. And then as you go thru the motions of it seamlessly you realize that it is something you want for the rest of your life, it is something you know will keep you happy forever and ever.
Your world changes and revolves around it, everything you do is to keep the wonderful feeling going and going. You pretty much dedicate your life for it, your time is consumed by it, your dreams and visions are all to do with it. Ok, so it sounds looserish, but at the end of it all you are on top of the world, never felt better (at that point of time).
And then one day your wake up to find that for reasons beyond your control it has taken a turn in another direction. You try to steer the direction back towards you but doesn't work and eventually after all that you try to do, its lost. Your world shatters under your feet, you feel lost and hopeless. You think, wonder, cry, scream, curse and go into 'woe is me'.
You remain there for a couple of months unhappy with yourself, you try your level best not to think about it and wonder over and over again as to why, what, where and how. But each time you do, it pulls you back in further into 'woe is me'. But with every passing day the feeling of 'woe is me' reduces and you wake up happy one final day. It dawns upon you that 'Nothing in Life is Constant' and nothing in life comes with a guarantee. "Not even this wonderful feeling" called LOVE.
Life goes one and you follow the motions of it. You move on from one day to another living your life for yourself, being the person you once were and you realize you are happy all over again. But then there is always something missing. An empty space that just cannot fill itself, no matter how much friends and family say they love you.
That is when you start thinking to yourself "To BE or NOT to BE". Fill the space with "To BE" and wonder if all will be fine or whether you will once again fall as hard (and have to pick yourself up again) or "NOT to BE" and just live your life with the empty space (not having to worry about falling and picking yourself up again). But then, for how long?? You meet interesting people, people who find you and you find intriguing!!
BUT!! You think about the space and the question
"To BE or NOT to BE??"
