Nothing in life is constant!!

Nothing in life is constant!!

Nothing in life is constant!!

Umm, yeah there is one thing in life that is constant and that would be me (you). Our sense of being alive, our sense of feeling joy/love, our sense of feeling pain/anguish/hatred and the sense of knowing that there is something happening to you all the time.

Life still goes on, passes you at a pace where you are either ride side by side or you just get left behind to pick up the pieces, most of the times pieces that you left behind. Some of us pick up these pieces in no time and catch up with life as she races on, and some of us take our own sweet time and yet want to lead the race.

Looking back a couple of months I realize I stopped my race with life, I was happy, content with all that happening around me. I started dropping pieces of my life all over the place. Work, family, friends, love & ambition all slowly one by one starting taking their turns to move ahead of me. First it was work, took the largest step ahead of me. I let it pass. Family stayed there constant with me occasionally leaping ahead but then for some reason I always caught on. Friends some dragged me along ahead, making sure I didn't get left behind eating dust. Love, she just walked on never even once looking back at me to see if I was wounded & in pain. Ambition jumped far far ahead after love never to look back but give me hope every now and then & assure me that she would still be in reach if I tried hard enough to reach out to her.

Nothing in life is constant!!
Nothing in life is constant!! Not even you (me) are constant at any level. No sense of being or feeling will ever remain constant.

Wrong!! If there was one thing constant for a reasonably long period of time, it was my sense of anguish & hatred. With me they were constant, keeping me company in my slow race in life. Little did I know, they were / are blocking my path, the path that would let me pick up the pieces of my life and stay in if not with the race of life.

Anguish & Hatred, take over all the other senses of my well being. Thoughts run thru my head like chaos in a terror stricken world. One by one, systems start falling out of place. Logic looses ground first, taking with it the power of reasoning. This one fall puts all other systems at risk. One by one they overload causing a serious breakdown of spirit and faith.

Nothing in life is Constant!!

Nothing in life is Constant!!

Nothing!!

And yet, we strive to keep up with the race out of fear of being left behind. We fight theses senses deep within giving life a finger in her face, telling her throw what you want at me, I will go down and yet will rise again to give you another one. Sometimes I may rise quicker than you may expect me to and sometimes I may rise at my own pace. But every time I rise, I will bring with me the one thing that will remind me of my fall and keep me going.

Something’s in life remind you of who you are, and teach you how to avoid getting lost in the race. They may leave their marks on you stronger than a flesh would till it heals, but these marks keep coming and going, keeping your sense of a struggle within going stronger and stronger day by day, making sure that if you fall you will find a way to keep your head in the race if not with it.

Something’s in life are CONSTANT!!